I have so many million thoughts twirling and tumbling and screaming out of my head right now, and have for the past few days. And I always want to express them, but then I don't know how. But I really want to, so I'm just going to say some stuff, and it probably won't make much sense, but that doesn't matter too much to me right now.
I think that when a person thinks a thing, they should say that thing to the person they're thinking it about so that everybody knows that there are thoughts that people are having. Because when you don't know that people are thinking those things, then you act stupid and it's no fun.
I'm super excited for lots of other people right now and I hope that they are all really happy and it seems like they are so it makes me happy. If you are one of those people (and you probably are) then yay for you! I'm so happy for you in all your dealings!
I feel like I should be writing more. When I write, I am set loose my feelings so that I don't have to feel them anymore, but they are forever trapped on a piece of paper where they can stay forever. I am especially into poetry at the moment. Good stuff.
My nails are dark blue. The color is called "all night long." I'm not really sure what that means, but I dig it.
I'm looking forward to a bunch of things and I just want them to be here. England for example. I really wish I was in England.
I miss my parents.
I love Provo, but I really need a break for like a weekend, good thing I am doing that.
Despite the fact that at this very moment I am kind of not so great, I could not be more thrilled with my life. There are so many wonders and beauties and happy possibilities that it makes me feel like there is no excuse to be unhappy.
I am choosing to be happy! My mother would be so proud. It took me a second to remember how to spell choosing, how embarrassing.
I hope that nobody feels like they wasted their lives reading this, because I am thrilled that I got to trap these feelings for the world to see.
You are right. Your mother is so proud.
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